“So tell me
a story, please…”
“It might
not be good but here it goes...”
The alarm
clock goes off
I roll over
and reach for it
*thump*
I pick
myself up off the floor
Rubbing my
head
Then I
manage to turn the damn alarm off
I go to the
kitchen
The drying
rack is full
I scramble
some eggs and pour a glass of orange juice and toast a bagel
I put cream
cheese on it
While the
eggs cool I put the dishes away
My roommate
puts his dishes in the sink
(the ones
he'll never clean anyway)
I clean all
the dishes regardless of if I'll get to the train on time...
I get ready,
comb my hair, get my keys, train pass and headphones and I'm out the door by 9:40...
I hastily
walk, the morning cold is crisp
Cars rush by
and the music through my ear-buds is soothing...
I get to the
train station, climb the steps, there's broken glass and a cross that
reads, "he was a
good
dog"
I wait for
the train just behind a pole that blocks the sun from my eyes
A loud noise
approaches quickly
The Amtrak
train flies by at 80 mph
I don't
flinch
Most would
However days
and weeks and months have hardened me to the potential danger a train at that speed
could do
In the deep
distance, lights appear
The train
slowly approaches and the people step closer to the platform
It arrives, we get on
*swooooosh*
Another Amtrak
train slightly disturbs the Septa we're boarding
We move on, my eyes are closed...
*breathe in,
breathe out, do I have my keys, where's my pass, breathe in, breathe out, is my
back pack
zipped up?*
I'm at my
stop, my eyes open and I walk off...
Immediately
I see a bum sprawled on his back, sleeping or dead, I never know, and I just
press on to catch the bus
I see it to
the left, at the light, I know if I don't run I'll miss it
I sprint
towards the stop
I barely
made it
I swipe my
pass and – breathe
A few
minutes into the ride and the bus stops
Not for a
passenger but an ambulance
It's double
parked and blocking the route
We don't
care
We wanna get
to our destination
God forbid
someone dies and their ambulance blocks our route
What
business do people have dying nowadays anyway?
The
ambulance moves and we're on our way
I see one
bridge
Two bridges
I see the
third...
And there’s Luzerne
Street, and I pull the chord
A bell rings
and "stop requested" the placard says
I mosey
towards the rear door, holding my balance
I get off
I go under
the bridge and look back
There's
someone behind me
I don't know
who they are
I hold onto
a pen in my pocket
A blue one
Made of
recycled plastic
I hold tight
My pen is my
sword...
The man
disappears behind the cross traffic, and I become calm
Across the
tracks I get to a coffee shop
I walk in, get
a cup
I pay
The bum
outside didn't ask for change, but I gave him a dollar anyway
No response
He's
probably better off dead anyway
I walk
across the street
Safely I
make it across the four lane Highway
I cross
paths with a man with shallow eyes who stares me down
He knows I
don't belong there
I continue
on
I get to
work
And I go
towards the break room
I sit
I breathe
I sip and...
Begin my day…
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